Blurry Days

I'm at the point where my life starts running together. Class during the day, rehearsal at night, and traveling auditions on the weekend. Days are the same days but different days, in different places, and my schedule is too packed for this to be enjoyable.

Which is kind of, nice.

Yes, fatigue is is a thing, but so is stamina. My insomnia doesn't kick in, I fall face down on a soft surface and sleep.

Then I wake up, and do it again.

Complaining about working, even extends to actors.

It seems magical, but that's what's beautiful about it, is that it's not. It's deliberate, it's a choice.
Jeremy Bobb

Let's Be Honest

I forgot about this blog.

I'm trying not to self censor myself to much now. 

Thanks to my BFF for reminding me about it. 

Part and parcel of being an actor is to be nomadic, to miss the odd wedding, birthday, to say to your partner, I do miss you. I love you, but I have to be a thousand miles away, cause this is what I love, this is what I do. 

Chukwudi Iwuji

Happiness

You know that moment, all the sudden it just hits you, you're generally happy because you're doing something that you love. It makes you happy and  being happy makes you happy.

That's what happens when I do Theater.

Damnit! I shouldn't be this happy for sitting in a chair for 3 hours and writing but I am.

I'm driving home and I keep smiling because I'm fucking ecstatic at this point. There's no rhyme or reason to it, I'm just simply happy.  If this is all that takes for me to be happy, how much does that make me a simple soul.

It's not very often that I actually get to be happy for no apparent reason. This is nice.

The most important thing is to enjoy your life-to be happy-it's all that matters.

Audrey Hepburn

Musings On Not Liking Certain People

Realizing the fact that just because you don't like someone, does not make you a horrible person. It simply means you have an opinion, which isn't always necessarily a bad thing.

Sometimes there are just "wrong" people for your life. Don't let anyone manipulate you into thinking that you have to like someone; yes you should in fact know how to work with people you don't like, but that's a different skill set.

At the end of the day all you can do is keep doing you! (And keep the body count low [JK])

When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but, creatures of emotion.

Dale Carnegie